(05-13-2015, 11:23 AM)Minyatur Wrote:(05-13-2015, 05:13 AM)Tan.rar Wrote: I will tell you why I am here now and why I remember so much. I am here to rein in my misguided 'sons' and to show them the truth of themselves. The fact is that almost none of them even remember why they started on the path they did in the first place and that is part of that path beginning in deceit. They all trusted me and I mislead them, let them have whatever they believed they wanted while seeding in them all that was my desire. By the end, they wouldn't even know the difference between the seeds I had sown and their own desires. Now, over many, many years, the seeds have sprouted and grown and are overrunning the planetary mind, however, it is not so dire, much progress has been made.
Perhaps to be clear it is more that I am here for the 'last push'.
That's a bit a self-centered way to see things, that is not how the nature of reality works but rather what you intentions were.
You incarnated for these other-selves something they needed. If you want to see that you misguided them that is your choice but in truth you were a required answer to their desires.
I've put a lot of emphasis that all was well and that is because the hardest thing to do is to let go and yet that is the single most important thing one can do. All of your actions were not even noise within Infinity, they were part of the perfect unity that is ever constant.
7D includes to some extent the loss of individuality, you will continue to fufill your self desires until you transcend all you believe you are to embrace your truer nature as the One. Not as the one who has been Belial.
As I have said variously before, I am well aware of these, and I have constructed my path by my own choice. Perhaps it is self-centered, but I don't think it's any less self-centered than the belief that I am the One Infinite Creator. I am simply following my heart's truest path. Perhaps in the end this will all be dispelled as a big illusion, I can accept that, but right now, in my deepest honesty, these are the things I feel and I experience. I am not going to delude myself or be dishonest with myself for the sake of "letting go", that isn't balanced either. I have to go through my experiences and accept them as they come, not try to control them.
So, thus, I accept that perhaps to others my thoughts, opinions and ideas will come across in many ways. It is not my job to interpret my thoughts for you, only to be myself.
Everything I say is part of the act. Perhaps it would help you to consider that I am only offering the story from the perspective of my limited consciousness, I am not attempting to be all-inclusive of all possible views. I am expressing my own thoughts and experiences, not those of others.