03-19-2009, 11:32 AM
whoa, thanks. 
i honestly thought no one would respond or get laughed at ya know. but now i dont feel so alone. feels good to get it off my chest. i appreciate the advice and would like to try meditation. My muscles are always tense, kinda like im trapped in my own body. so its something i want to look into if you have any tips. plus i want to make either stop or control this collective consiounous thing.
i ras kinda over viewing the forums. so whats an STS or a STO? from what i got, one is light, and is one is dark? if all is infinite and in unity, shouldent there be an equal balance between light and shadow? i mean without one the other dosent exist. im not saying one is good one i bad, there just both dependent on another. i kinda brought this up because i have had these weird scary dreams that i either, meet my doopleganger, or i enivtabbly drift into becoming him, and side note, the weather is always horrifying, like you cant even tell its earth anymore.
then i was readin the law, which makes sense to me somewhat, so im just going to take a short in the dark here that reality is composed of a central infinite vibe coming from the center of the universe? we have free thinking and these vibes in themselves as well? so do they clash into the and the almsot infinite frequencys that come together between two sounds are actually demensions of potential and possibility? not to mention evryone elses vibes? can some of these be stronger then others if that is the case? which would kind of exsplain the whole octave scale thing?
im sorry im just curious of everything.
i honestly thought no one would respond or get laughed at ya know. but now i dont feel so alone. feels good to get it off my chest. i appreciate the advice and would like to try meditation. My muscles are always tense, kinda like im trapped in my own body. so its something i want to look into if you have any tips. plus i want to make either stop or control this collective consiounous thing. i ras kinda over viewing the forums. so whats an STS or a STO? from what i got, one is light, and is one is dark? if all is infinite and in unity, shouldent there be an equal balance between light and shadow? i mean without one the other dosent exist. im not saying one is good one i bad, there just both dependent on another. i kinda brought this up because i have had these weird scary dreams that i either, meet my doopleganger, or i enivtabbly drift into becoming him, and side note, the weather is always horrifying, like you cant even tell its earth anymore.
then i was readin the law, which makes sense to me somewhat, so im just going to take a short in the dark here that reality is composed of a central infinite vibe coming from the center of the universe? we have free thinking and these vibes in themselves as well? so do they clash into the and the almsot infinite frequencys that come together between two sounds are actually demensions of potential and possibility? not to mention evryone elses vibes? can some of these be stronger then others if that is the case? which would kind of exsplain the whole octave scale thing?
im sorry im just curious of everything.