05-16-2015, 11:13 PM
(05-16-2015, 11:07 PM)Tan.rar Wrote:(05-16-2015, 11:05 PM)Lighthead Wrote:(05-16-2015, 11:04 PM)Tan.rar Wrote:(05-16-2015, 11:03 PM)Lighthead Wrote:(05-16-2015, 11:01 PM)Tan.rar Wrote: You are rising in defense of negativity because you see that it is not what others think it is. This is an attempt to be of service to others.
So am I being STS or STO? I don't get it.
My friend, you are being compassionate and want to show that all are worthy of love. This is service to others by its very nature. If I am honest, I don't think you'd have much success on the negative path, your heart is too sensitive and open.
You just made me LOL when I read that. I don't know, I'll just take it as it goes. I guess you could call me a neophyte right now.
A Neophyte begins when the choice is made. Right now, you would be considered a Aspirant.
Well I do feel drawn towards the darkness. It's not like I'm disgusted by it. I know that that probably sounds as goofy as something someone who's goth would say. Lol. I just don't want to "aspire" to a stereotypical version of someone on the negative path. I guess you could call it my preference. I'm going to look real deep inside myself. I'm going to tell my therapist that we have to forget about mom for a moment. I stole that line from a movie. Try to guess which one.
