05-16-2015, 11:19 PM
(05-16-2015, 11:13 PM)Lighthead Wrote:(05-16-2015, 11:07 PM)Tan.rar Wrote:(05-16-2015, 11:05 PM)Lighthead Wrote:(05-16-2015, 11:04 PM)Tan.rar Wrote:(05-16-2015, 11:03 PM)Lighthead Wrote: So am I being STS or STO? I don't get it.
My friend, you are being compassionate and want to show that all are worthy of love. This is service to others by its very nature. If I am honest, I don't think you'd have much success on the negative path, your heart is too sensitive and open.
You just made me LOL when I read that. I don't know, I'll just take it as it goes. I guess you could call me a neophyte right now.
A Neophyte begins when the choice is made. Right now, you would be considered a Aspirant.
Well I do feel drawn towards the darkness. It's not like I'm disgusted by it. I know that that probably sounds as goofy as something someone who's goth would say. Lol. I just don't want to "aspire" to a stereotypical version of someone on the negative path. I guess you could call it my preference. I'm going to look real deep inside myself. I'm going to tell my therapist that we have to forget about mom for a moment. I stole that line from a movie. Try to guess which one.
What is 'the darkness' to you? I do not know the movie.