05-20-2015, 01:03 PM
I'm honestly just trying to find a way to reconcile all this turmoil I've perceived from this octave in this one incarnation alone...Which...Is a lot more than I was expecting to find. I am empathic to a high degree. When I see suffering, I do feel it enough to hurt from it. And for the longest time, there was so much pain and suffering all around me in others that I was suicidal just because the world was horrible around me. In a sense, it still is, I just now know there's more to it than just all of that.
I think you're right, APeacefulWarrior, that to a certain point, Service to All in concept does become neutralized by extremes in polarity, where extreme action is needed to polarize up to 95%, I'd hope there would be some kind of...Unique set up to allow for this to occur without turmoil. For both paths. While 51% service to Others is also extreme in that it's not easy making sacrifice genuinely out of love after a certain point. Especially towards one intentionally using you.
I don't see why there must be conflict. I truly cannot understand it, if we all took a bit longer to just...Work this all out. We could all not suffer so heavily and still evolve. If not to reduce the overall 3D perspective of suffering, then to provide a 3D concept of unity. (I am so very keen on this issue of too much suffering...It might be my downfall conceptually)
All Paradoxes get resolved, this includes the apparent STS/STO paradox of polarity. I am trying to blend both paths into a third way. Both paths use all of the same things, with the intentions directed differently manifesting different occurrences. Minyatur actually touches upon it better than I in my opinion.
I need to work on being more short in my posts...
I think you're right, APeacefulWarrior, that to a certain point, Service to All in concept does become neutralized by extremes in polarity, where extreme action is needed to polarize up to 95%, I'd hope there would be some kind of...Unique set up to allow for this to occur without turmoil. For both paths. While 51% service to Others is also extreme in that it's not easy making sacrifice genuinely out of love after a certain point. Especially towards one intentionally using you.
I don't see why there must be conflict. I truly cannot understand it, if we all took a bit longer to just...Work this all out. We could all not suffer so heavily and still evolve. If not to reduce the overall 3D perspective of suffering, then to provide a 3D concept of unity. (I am so very keen on this issue of too much suffering...It might be my downfall conceptually)
All Paradoxes get resolved, this includes the apparent STS/STO paradox of polarity. I am trying to blend both paths into a third way. Both paths use all of the same things, with the intentions directed differently manifesting different occurrences. Minyatur actually touches upon it better than I in my opinion.
I need to work on being more short in my posts...