08-12-2010, 03:53 AM
I am currently 25, I rediscovered the Law of One for myself about 4 months ago.
Being raised to be Roman Catholic, it was not long for me to start coming up with questions about the religion. Quite a few principles did not make sense to me. I will not go into detail about what they were as I do not intend to cast a negative light on it. However it was enough that by my late teenage years, I started trying to figure out what I was missing.
The first step was to look for answers in the bible. This confused matters for me, as I felt it contradicted itself in many instances. The desire to know the truth became much more fierce. I kept getting a feeling that there was an answer to be found that would explain WHY things were the way that they were, and maybe piece together the different impressions I got from the different books of the bible. The biggest thing that rang true for me during this period was the love and compassion that the one we call Jesus taught.
My next step was to look for different perspectives; I became aware that the books of the bible had become distorted through the years, and started looking into different gospels that didn't make the cut, as well as old gnostic texts such as were contained in the Dead Sea Scrolls.
During the whole process, it now seems to me that I naturally had an ability to sift through pages and pages, books and books of text and only absorb the pieces of the puzzle that I felt were a fit for my particular ideas. (And developed speed-reading through necessity!) So not being satisfied at all, in reality being more hungry for Truth, I turned to other religions and read works such as the Koran and the Tao Te Ching. Overall, I found things that felt right in each religion I looked into, but it was never the ENTIRE truth that I was looking for, I could always feel something missing. So for quite some time, I felt I was at an impasse and adopted a view that each religion points to the same god, but they just got confused over time.
I stayed at that view for a few years until some incredible catalyst came out of the woodwork once again, prompting me to revert back to my Christian upbringing for strength because I did not know what else to do. You could consider that to be the old, rusty pipe throwing off all of the patches I had put on it, flooding my house, and demanding that I shut off the water and take time to fix it right. As soon as I tried to put that patch on it that I had been holding onto for so long, it flew back in my face along with a few gallons of water
After my previous experience, I determined that books were too bulky (and too easily water-damaged) and set out on the internet to find answers to 3 burning questions in my heart: what has, and is REALLY happening in this existance, WHY AM I HERE, and what should I do about it?
I believe I got sucked into the religious theories first, then somehow I found a book by David Icke online and read it. Some of the conspiracies made sense, but it all seemed like very trivial information until I got to the end of that particular book. It said something about the 'elite' wanting to suppress everyone because they were afraid of us realizing our potential, which was that we were each the Creator incarnate. From there I became interested in David Wilcock. I read Shift of the Ages and Divine Cosmos. I was blown away by his work, and felt I was very very close to finding what I had been searching for. He referenced the Ra Material several times, and I had a feeling that was something I should look into.
So here I am now. After reading the Law of One in its entirety (often late at night or even while eating meals since it felt so pressing that I finish all of it) I can tell you that the only information I seek now are ways to be more at one with the One Infinite Creator and ways to help other-selves in their seeking of the same thing. Nothing I have ever heard or read has held the same importance, respect, or resonance in my mind as this has since I rediscovered it. I say rediscover because it feels as if every single element of my being had already known this, but just my conscious mind had forgotten (probably on purpose. veil, anyone?). I laughed with great joy as I read Ra's very delicate and impartial wording, and was on the verge of tears when a question would arise in my mind only to be answered thoroughly in the very next session I read.
I am very grateful to everyone who helped make this beautiful truth available for those who seek it.
Being raised to be Roman Catholic, it was not long for me to start coming up with questions about the religion. Quite a few principles did not make sense to me. I will not go into detail about what they were as I do not intend to cast a negative light on it. However it was enough that by my late teenage years, I started trying to figure out what I was missing.
The first step was to look for answers in the bible. This confused matters for me, as I felt it contradicted itself in many instances. The desire to know the truth became much more fierce. I kept getting a feeling that there was an answer to be found that would explain WHY things were the way that they were, and maybe piece together the different impressions I got from the different books of the bible. The biggest thing that rang true for me during this period was the love and compassion that the one we call Jesus taught.
My next step was to look for different perspectives; I became aware that the books of the bible had become distorted through the years, and started looking into different gospels that didn't make the cut, as well as old gnostic texts such as were contained in the Dead Sea Scrolls.
During the whole process, it now seems to me that I naturally had an ability to sift through pages and pages, books and books of text and only absorb the pieces of the puzzle that I felt were a fit for my particular ideas. (And developed speed-reading through necessity!) So not being satisfied at all, in reality being more hungry for Truth, I turned to other religions and read works such as the Koran and the Tao Te Ching. Overall, I found things that felt right in each religion I looked into, but it was never the ENTIRE truth that I was looking for, I could always feel something missing. So for quite some time, I felt I was at an impasse and adopted a view that each religion points to the same god, but they just got confused over time.
I stayed at that view for a few years until some incredible catalyst came out of the woodwork once again, prompting me to revert back to my Christian upbringing for strength because I did not know what else to do. You could consider that to be the old, rusty pipe throwing off all of the patches I had put on it, flooding my house, and demanding that I shut off the water and take time to fix it right. As soon as I tried to put that patch on it that I had been holding onto for so long, it flew back in my face along with a few gallons of water
After my previous experience, I determined that books were too bulky (and too easily water-damaged) and set out on the internet to find answers to 3 burning questions in my heart: what has, and is REALLY happening in this existance, WHY AM I HERE, and what should I do about it?
I believe I got sucked into the religious theories first, then somehow I found a book by David Icke online and read it. Some of the conspiracies made sense, but it all seemed like very trivial information until I got to the end of that particular book. It said something about the 'elite' wanting to suppress everyone because they were afraid of us realizing our potential, which was that we were each the Creator incarnate. From there I became interested in David Wilcock. I read Shift of the Ages and Divine Cosmos. I was blown away by his work, and felt I was very very close to finding what I had been searching for. He referenced the Ra Material several times, and I had a feeling that was something I should look into.
So here I am now. After reading the Law of One in its entirety (often late at night or even while eating meals since it felt so pressing that I finish all of it) I can tell you that the only information I seek now are ways to be more at one with the One Infinite Creator and ways to help other-selves in their seeking of the same thing. Nothing I have ever heard or read has held the same importance, respect, or resonance in my mind as this has since I rediscovered it. I say rediscover because it feels as if every single element of my being had already known this, but just my conscious mind had forgotten (probably on purpose. veil, anyone?). I laughed with great joy as I read Ra's very delicate and impartial wording, and was on the verge of tears when a question would arise in my mind only to be answered thoroughly in the very next session I read.
I am very grateful to everyone who helped make this beautiful truth available for those who seek it.