Glad you are feeling better!
I don't know if this is relevant to you but one of the first way I saw the One Infinite Creator is that everything that exists through time will become what lets itself be. As in if this was untrue for one existence, then nothingness would prevail because free will would not be met.
So from this why do humans suffer? Because with time they will think it was worth it and shouldn't have been any other way. That is one of my fondamental understandings of the One and free will.
Indifference could be compared to having balanced but very low in intensity chakras. I am like that. not very emotional, never very sorrowful and never very happy either. Does not mean I don't care.
About suicide, I'm not so sure I understand why everybody says it is utterly pointless. Sure encouraging someone to not walk that path is great but the experience is still an experience and I do think it's close to being disrespectful for those that went through said experience. I do think other than hurting themselves very deeply, they also do gain something in the long run. If the purpose of existence is to know ourselves, I wouldn't dare tell a soul that went through that experience that it was pointless. It taught the soul something about itself for sure.
Not necessarily directed to you, most say something similar which probably is purposeful toward the one in struggle but I wouldn't call that understanding of those that didn't win their struggle.
Cheers mate,
I don't know if this is relevant to you but one of the first way I saw the One Infinite Creator is that everything that exists through time will become what lets itself be. As in if this was untrue for one existence, then nothingness would prevail because free will would not be met.
So from this why do humans suffer? Because with time they will think it was worth it and shouldn't have been any other way. That is one of my fondamental understandings of the One and free will.
Indifference could be compared to having balanced but very low in intensity chakras. I am like that. not very emotional, never very sorrowful and never very happy either. Does not mean I don't care.
About suicide, I'm not so sure I understand why everybody says it is utterly pointless. Sure encouraging someone to not walk that path is great but the experience is still an experience and I do think it's close to being disrespectful for those that went through said experience. I do think other than hurting themselves very deeply, they also do gain something in the long run. If the purpose of existence is to know ourselves, I wouldn't dare tell a soul that went through that experience that it was pointless. It taught the soul something about itself for sure.
Not necessarily directed to you, most say something similar which probably is purposeful toward the one in struggle but I wouldn't call that understanding of those that didn't win their struggle.
Cheers mate,