Do we get more out of suffering?

[Minyatur]

I want to coddle that fairy within me. It was the image I saw after the other stuff cleared.

What if you came here to learn to love what you usually are not?

It would be counter-intuitive so probably very true.
I am here to love All That Is.

Picture your higher self as that which cannot attain the Light himself and as such you came here in order to bring yourself closer to it.

Closer to the Light of 7D ?

Yes, there is ressitance to that Light which needs to be worked on prior to entering it. That is what we all are doing, what we always have been doing as we grew in awareness.