To be honest I desired the same thing as you for a long time, as close to a metaphysical explanation as I could get but after years I received an intuition that told me I needed to understand preliminary experiences before that knowledge would not only be useful to me but also I would have the responsibility.
Maybe the challenge in finding the precise explanations is because you need to develop more capacity in faith? Faith is the core of magic, a belief that what you are doing is effective. Doubt is the great magic-killer.
Maybe the challenge in finding the precise explanations is because you need to develop more capacity in faith? Faith is the core of magic, a belief that what you are doing is effective. Doubt is the great magic-killer.