Forced Balancing or Forced Repression?

[Zachary]

Balancing through discipline: Meditation, Genuinely seeking through inner silence and stillness with an open heart and applying unspoken wisdom to daily life. Seeking to fully accept the experiences of the mind, to forgive oneself and other-selves. Consciously applying Will to see feelings, thoughts and actions in fully clarity and rather than indulging, instead, turning towards Love and Acceptance. Expressing this.

Repression: Turning away from something. Attempting to apply teachings of love through an egoic perception. Confusion. Lack of acceptance. Illusory.

I would agree with everything except with your description of repression as confusion. To be properly negative takes a lot of awareness. And when you're a negative adept, you have to be really aware to use the falsity of separation to confuse the masses. So if anyone is confused, it's the object of the repressed individual. As opposed to the subject; the individual itself. That is, the repressed individual.

You make a good point.

At the end of the day, it is the denial of Self (even in 5th density). Eventually the negative entity hits a brick wall. Whether the Negative Path could be considered confusion or not...Im not ENTIRELY sure...but I see it as lacking full clarity. This is my bias  .

Do you know why you are lacking clarity through many other-selves' paths up until high densities?

It is not unlike you, it is you.

What I know is I am here experiencing 3rd density, lacking full clarity, with intentions to serve in a positive manner. 

What I mean't regarding (the Negative 5th density entity for example) lacking full clarity is that it fails to accept other-selves as self.