Forced Balancing or Forced Repression?

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@Minyatur

Yeah, that's definitely right about generalizing. Even if I were a 6D neg entity channeling my whole negative path, it would still be only my path and not every single negative path. And, unfortunately, Ra didn't go into too much detail about the negative path. It would be nice to gain some insight about how they operate.

I don't actually have anything coming up when I think of 3D and 4D. I've had insights about 2D because that's where it started for me. As for 5-6D I was mostly either going solo or seeking entities I thought were fun and supporting them in what they were doing. I didn't build up much karma because of this because I was kind of always indirectly involved, all that I truly wanted was to not suffer anymore.

What I find funny is that the period which seem of most interrest to you is the one that is a total blank in my mind. All I do get in my mind is that I do not wish you to go through negative 4D. I have a friend that joined negative densities only in 5D-6D (went back and forth) and that is probably the best one can do, you get to enjoy your service to self while not being twisted in wanting to hurt others. It's not just about hurting others, to become twisted you need to be hurt quite a lot by others. That entity is a funny one, the oldest I've known in this Octave and he still does not want to move foward. I've learned quite a lot from him and have the goal of teaching him something (we started getting somewhere with that althought I'm not sure it's toward what) and also bringing him with me toward the next Octave. His current goal is to remain in this Octave forever, a weird one for sure. I only met him a few earthly lifetimes ago and he's one of my favorite being in Creation.

I'm pretty sure that we're derailing this thread all to hell again, but I saw some of my other 3D lives in meditation. It seemed like it was on another planet. They seemed very human, had black hair like me and looked similar to me in general. They also had white flowing robes. I just can't tell if I was negative or not. The information seems to be blocked from me.