Spiritual implications/reasons for gender identity crisis

[Billy]

(even weirder though is that in primary school I had a female friend who I kissed and was sort of 'in love with'... and that didn't seem weird at all)

Funny, I had similar experiences when I was around that age (feeling a sort of attraction and affection towards other boys my age) and I still wonder where it came from and what it meant and represented as those sorts of feelings faded with time.

My issue isn't with people who who identify as LGBT (although I am sure if I dig deep enough I will find some prejudice there) but with the seeming self righteousness and condescending attitude of those who 'fight' for social equality and fairness.  I feel that some people wear it is a badge and are scathing and belittling to those who don't share the same views or are perhaps not as educated, which is rather hypocritical and flies right in the face of social justice.  

I almost feel as though I need to be perfect and totally accepting and loving towards everyone in order to have any real value and worthiness.  But once again, I am sure this ties back to my own insecurities and low self esteem. 

Thanks Splash, fellow Aussie