07-09-2015, 02:20 AM
(07-09-2015, 01:57 AM)Minyatur Wrote:(07-09-2015, 01:07 AM)Splash Wrote: I've been trying for months now... it's too tiring, I have other work to do....
so I'm leaving...
Like some others who leave, I'm a mismatch for B4...
but I gotta get outta here...
People respond to you because you are the on who seem to have problem with others and create something out of it. Whereas the other members simply post one small post which doesn't draw as much attention nor as much reasons to mirror something back. It's fine to have problems with something, but the more you expand your problem, the more you open doors to your own distortions.
As in this case, Raz posted a video, I sincerely don't have anything to say about someone only posting a video whereas I get to have a lot to say to someone writing something as long as you did and expressing ressentment and difficulties with other-selves. I could've told Raz that he was a bad Raz :@, but he removed it and did apologize to you for it, as such I don't quite see what I could even say to him in this particular case. We all make mistakes, and all we can do is discuss among us, as each of us move forward in his own growth.
About hate, I do believe you caught on to negative feelings that may have been oriented toward you for a short time, but I do believe hate to be much much more than that. Annoyment is surely not hate, far from it. Members are humans, none of us has actual upon what we feel toward something.
The ultimate key toward a STO mindfulness is forgiveness, understanding and acceptance. Knowledge and perception of others as the Creator and Your other-selves are also helpful tools. This is the ultimate truth of the LOO, all that you perceive is you and whether you reject it now, you will through time come to Love it All.
I do think this place attracts many kind of people who are working many kind of things, and are at different stages of their own growth. It is a very efficient place for growth in ways which are not always apparent in the seeming, and resistance to it is surely the most natural thing in the Universe.
To me it seems like you find this place tiring because you are seeking wrongs in others rather than seeking to know yourself. If you came here to partake rather than fight, pershaps it would not be as tiring.
If you are truly to leave, I do hope you will eventually come back and that at that time you will be more open toward a sincere wish to understand those you did not understand.
I highlighted my main points as for them to not be left out within the rest. Also my text is oriented toward you because you are the one who seems to have a problem, not any other members.
Much Love/Light to you, but know that Love and Light come in many forms and are not always perceived as such.
you don't get it... this isn't just feedback from me... other members leave this community - rather than try to stand up for themselves.. they pm me privately about this and then close their accounts