08-30-2010, 08:22 PM
I found the LOO not long after 911. I haven't been as some describe "activated" or made conscious contact with intelligent infinity, but I have had alternative experiences all throughout my childhood which made me feel comfortable with the idea of a wanderer enough to continue reading the LOO. I was looking for a channeled document I read as a teenager (preinternet) about life after death that resonated with me. This is when I found the Seth and Elias and Ra Materials. The Ra Materials resonated truth to me like nothing I had ever read since those original documents in my teens, and since then I have found many writings and sites which also hold my truths.
I would say I have been "seeking" consciously in various ways since I was 7. Firstly through a higher self inspired "where was I before this?" and it continued with an interest and love of astrology which in later years became a degree in Psychology. When my degree left me empty.. I kept looking. Once I found fellow wanderers at a conspiracy theory website, I could ignore it no longer. I am here, this is my first post, because I want to dedicate myself to it wholeheartedly now. It's time.
I have met people and begun to trust both them and myself enough to share my truths and I find they do understand me if I am careful about how I present it. Usually in small doses but relentlessly. They do understand the inner knowing of it and so I have more faith in them, us, we and I.
My focus has been on compassion and wisdom, not so much chakras and energy... I feel I lack information or skills there. I seem to get information downloads without knowing how or when I learned what I learned, nor why or when I was going to use it. It surprises me what comes out of my mouth these days and I am learning who I am all over again. It's exciting and exhausting.
So I agree from my experience that it takes a "seeking" personality, not necessarily one who has touched the all consciously.
I would say I have been "seeking" consciously in various ways since I was 7. Firstly through a higher self inspired "where was I before this?" and it continued with an interest and love of astrology which in later years became a degree in Psychology. When my degree left me empty.. I kept looking. Once I found fellow wanderers at a conspiracy theory website, I could ignore it no longer. I am here, this is my first post, because I want to dedicate myself to it wholeheartedly now. It's time.
I have met people and begun to trust both them and myself enough to share my truths and I find they do understand me if I am careful about how I present it. Usually in small doses but relentlessly. They do understand the inner knowing of it and so I have more faith in them, us, we and I.
My focus has been on compassion and wisdom, not so much chakras and energy... I feel I lack information or skills there. I seem to get information downloads without knowing how or when I learned what I learned, nor why or when I was going to use it. It surprises me what comes out of my mouth these days and I am learning who I am all over again. It's exciting and exhausting.
So I agree from my experience that it takes a "seeking" personality, not necessarily one who has touched the all consciously.
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