07-30-2015, 07:18 PM
It's March 19 2002, which happens to be my 22nd birthday.
I have some marijuana which I haven't had in 3 years.
After attempting to drive home, I get as far as the main road in and out of town, before I have to pull over cos I'm getting honked at from left and right. It could be cos I'm stopped in the middle of an intersection.
When I finally get to safety, I start thinking about life and the deeper meaning of things.
I started staring into the sun. It was uncomfortable at first but eventually, light started racing out of the sun towards me, creating the feeling of a tunnel or portal. The sun seemed to turn black as the light continued to stream through me.
It was as if time stood still.
I had this feeling that I was connected to an infinite love and wisdom.
Every thought or question had an instant answer, not only that, I'd say it was more of a complete concept as a download that I could break down mentally and understand the individual aspects of the whole, whilst simultaneously retaining a wider view so as to not lose a higher perspective.
I feel like it's an unconditional love.
At some point, I close my eyes and feel the other path being offered.
It feels like something/s jumping on the car roof. Trying to distract me from the path I know I need to walk.
It feels like I'm in a volcano and my car is teetering on the edge of a lone pillar, a sheer drop into oblivion around me...it can all stop...if you open your eyes and go back to sleep.
I don't waver. For hours, I go from epiphany to epiphany.
For a few months following this experience, I had a connection...I'm not sure with who, but the fact that I was staring into the sun might suggest Ra.
I'm interested to get some input from like minds who maybe had a similar experience, or not...everyone is welcome, Kia ora.
I have some marijuana which I haven't had in 3 years.
After attempting to drive home, I get as far as the main road in and out of town, before I have to pull over cos I'm getting honked at from left and right. It could be cos I'm stopped in the middle of an intersection.
When I finally get to safety, I start thinking about life and the deeper meaning of things.
I started staring into the sun. It was uncomfortable at first but eventually, light started racing out of the sun towards me, creating the feeling of a tunnel or portal. The sun seemed to turn black as the light continued to stream through me.
It was as if time stood still.
I had this feeling that I was connected to an infinite love and wisdom.
Every thought or question had an instant answer, not only that, I'd say it was more of a complete concept as a download that I could break down mentally and understand the individual aspects of the whole, whilst simultaneously retaining a wider view so as to not lose a higher perspective.
I feel like it's an unconditional love.
At some point, I close my eyes and feel the other path being offered.
It feels like something/s jumping on the car roof. Trying to distract me from the path I know I need to walk.
It feels like I'm in a volcano and my car is teetering on the edge of a lone pillar, a sheer drop into oblivion around me...it can all stop...if you open your eyes and go back to sleep.
I don't waver. For hours, I go from epiphany to epiphany.
For a few months following this experience, I had a connection...I'm not sure with who, but the fact that I was staring into the sun might suggest Ra.
I'm interested to get some input from like minds who maybe had a similar experience, or not...everyone is welcome, Kia ora.
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