Schizophrenia

[Minyatur]

I've never been so much skyzophrenic although my ability to channel has gotten better. (I don't hear voices outside my control)

When on magic mushrooms I become a very very open antenna, just texting or chatting with someone who has emotional problems makes me impregnate them within which I don't mind although it gets kind of heavy sometimes and I tend to seek to cut the connection. This is an ability I have been seeking, so I'm trying to work off my resistance to it more than not having it. Once impregnated, the energy is stuck there until I work with it or release it.

Channeling abilities are also very enhanced during those times, I feel like I can lend my body (partially, mostly speech) and then can feel an emotional response that unfolds which is not my own along with what is said. I find that amusing to do, been working "mostly" with entities that I know so far. A friend made me try with an entity I knew not, and it was less pleasant of an experience and the entity wasn't so pleased to have been invoked for nothing as my friend did not truly wish to speak with it.

I haven't had any bad experiences so far with these multiple trips nor after trips when sober. I've been working toward unlocking these abilities in my everyday life with slow but steady progress.