09-02-2010, 08:40 PM
Kristy,
I hope I have words that can be helpful to you, I'll do my best.
First of all, see if you can get centered and remember who you are. You are the Creator...and sometimes the Creator dreams up "the wicked witch" role. Thankfully, there are many roles and you don't have to remain a wicked witch forever.
The energy is intense right now at least for me. I screamed at my husband this morning that I hated him.... which really is not true...I love him so much and I want him to understand what it means to open his heart. The frustration builds, and then the pressure overflows, and I can't suppress my feelings any longer. And then I think am I just crazy??
I think it's normal to experience intense feelings when you are waking up... hatred, anger, rage it's all a part of us, we all experience these to one extent or another. Ra says we are everything and every emotion....this is hard to wrap our minds around, because we are so identified with our bodies and our lives and who we believe ourselves to be (mother, wife, sister, etc.) But when we look around the world and see how screwed up everything is...this is hard to fathom. EVERYTHING and EVERY emotion? Whoa
The things you are upset about now....I can see why and I can relate too. I get angry when I see such cruel words and actions. I am floored at times too, and I feel judgmental and hypocritical as well. The Lord knows I am far from perfect!
Organized religion? It has been a journey letting go of those chains for me, and there are others who wish to keep me shackled. Still working it through.
This fear over the shift you mentioned... walk through it, face it, TRUST God. God/Spirit is good and unconditionally loving, loves us so much, so completely! Realize the truth of that.
I've had the same fear, and that is what I go to when it comes up. I think this fear has to do with the idea that we are not "good enough". We are told this so much as children, and conditioned to believe it. It is a really ingrained into our Body/mind. But it's not true Kristy, you are perfect just as you are.
Most importantly don't forget to forgive , and accept and love yourself
I hope I have words that can be helpful to you, I'll do my best.
First of all, see if you can get centered and remember who you are. You are the Creator...and sometimes the Creator dreams up "the wicked witch" role. Thankfully, there are many roles and you don't have to remain a wicked witch forever.
The energy is intense right now at least for me. I screamed at my husband this morning that I hated him.... which really is not true...I love him so much and I want him to understand what it means to open his heart. The frustration builds, and then the pressure overflows, and I can't suppress my feelings any longer. And then I think am I just crazy??
I think it's normal to experience intense feelings when you are waking up... hatred, anger, rage it's all a part of us, we all experience these to one extent or another. Ra says we are everything and every emotion....this is hard to wrap our minds around, because we are so identified with our bodies and our lives and who we believe ourselves to be (mother, wife, sister, etc.) But when we look around the world and see how screwed up everything is...this is hard to fathom. EVERYTHING and EVERY emotion? Whoa
The things you are upset about now....I can see why and I can relate too. I get angry when I see such cruel words and actions. I am floored at times too, and I feel judgmental and hypocritical as well. The Lord knows I am far from perfect!
Organized religion? It has been a journey letting go of those chains for me, and there are others who wish to keep me shackled. Still working it through.
This fear over the shift you mentioned... walk through it, face it, TRUST God. God/Spirit is good and unconditionally loving, loves us so much, so completely! Realize the truth of that.
I've had the same fear, and that is what I go to when it comes up. I think this fear has to do with the idea that we are not "good enough". We are told this so much as children, and conditioned to believe it. It is a really ingrained into our Body/mind. But it's not true Kristy, you are perfect just as you are.
Most importantly don't forget to forgive , and accept and love yourself
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