Humanity is driving me insane...help!!

[kristy1111]

There is only one being in the Universe. Everything you perceive as being outside yourself, is within yourself. You are experiencing a mirror of the inside.

**so does this mean that each of "us" are inside of the whole of "God"...like all my cells are 'individual' - but at the same time they are ALL "me"?

Love yourself. Realize that God loves you with an infinite love.

**This is one of those logical statements that I know is truth. But the sad part is, I don't know how to do it. I can 'say' it, but not mean it. I want to *really* feel it. I don't know how. :o(

Once your internal dialogue train stops, manifest light. You can manifest brilliant white light and hold it inside yourself. Pretty soon, you'll start to glow, and other-selves will reflect that brilliance back at you. They will always mirror what is inside.

**This was a profound statement to me. Also a scary one - because if all the creeps who have been hurting me ...even on purpose...are my mirror, then I feel like a real loser. But I LOVE what you said about holding light within, and pretty soon I'll be glowing and then others will mirror me. BRILLLIANT!!

THANK YOU!!

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My best advise for you right now is to allow all the emotion you are feeling right now to be expressed...Punch a pillow, go into the bathroom and scream have a tantrum the likes of which your children have never seen...(if you need to). Then when you have experienced all that the emotion has to offer you for the moment, think on how you were led to this place, what within you wanted to end up there and why.

**I've been doing plenty of yelling and crying - lots of crying especially. And I could write a whole new dictionary with the cuss words I've invented. It felt good to release those emotions, but it was also negative for me because it brought up my blood pressure, and it made me feel "GUILTY" (conditioning, yes...I know)

There is a wonderful opportunity for you here- to grow by leaps and bounds.

**Really? How can I figure out what it is?

Thank you for everything, Zanny...