This reminds me of a dark moment I had in a meditation once...I was feeling very tired of life and had a really bad mood about everything. I reminded myself in that meditation that "happiness is an internal choice" and nothing more. It is not dependent upon anything else in existence except for you own choosing to feel good/worthy/peaceful/etc. In that moment of remembering this logically, I decided I would follow my own advice and just begin feeling good inside simply because I want to and then I did. Instantly. (It happened so fast because I was finally willing to feel good for the sake of simply preferring to)
I would suggest to you to just feel good about yourself and feel worthy of loving vibrations for just that reason...simply because you choose it.
Then if anyone comes to you with bad intentions and/or bad vibes, they will be either deterred from interacting with you in any way or simply cease to be around in your daily life. I have seen it happen in my life over and over again...and the only time this dynamic changes for me is when I allow myself to feel negative about anything at all. Godspeed in your endeavor kristy.
I would suggest to you to just feel good about yourself and feel worthy of loving vibrations for just that reason...simply because you choose it.
Then if anyone comes to you with bad intentions and/or bad vibes, they will be either deterred from interacting with you in any way or simply cease to be around in your daily life. I have seen it happen in my life over and over again...and the only time this dynamic changes for me is when I allow myself to feel negative about anything at all. Godspeed in your endeavor kristy.