Humanity is driving me insane...help!!

[Deekun]

If you have been doing exercises to keep those that mean harm to you away, creating bright white light around you. This could be in direct relation to the process. I know before I ran into the LOO materials that I used to automatically think up a bubble around me that kept all those that did not mean anything positive towards me away from me. For a while these people came out of the woodwork trying to attack me, say hurtful things to me without any regards for our friendship. And like you mentioned even people that I had helped out of problems or even go up on their ladder to success. What I realized then is that what I had been doing had begun to work and that these people that mean you harm finally begin to understand that you are shielding yourself away from them. That you will no longer tolerate their drama or misfortune as your own. And of course that upsets the balance that you had been creating all along... with your new creation you must visualize none of these people in your life. Allow those that need help to come to you and then slowly vanish to allow others that need help to come to you. This has helped me a great deal, in this way I don't have people draining me emotionally anymore, they get the help they need if I can provide it and move on. After all I don't have the need for their approval or thanks, I give and help because I can, nothing more.
So, if you have all these things happening around you I would say you are doing things right to an extent. Visualize a more positive outcome after helping others and let them come to you, instead of you coming to them. Too many people are weary of people offering help and don't appreciate it even if everyone around them clearly sees they need a hand.
I hope that helps you, if it doesn't, take of it what you will and never give up, it is up to us to change this crazy world we live on, one person at a time