08-25-2015, 03:55 PM
I had a dream that I was accepted into my old group of friends again after a long time of sleeping badly or not enough or not getting deep sleep.
I remember the dream being closer to a waking state than any I've had in a long time and feeling like the dream people were clearly separate entities with their own driving motivations instead of just a pretty colored fuzz of feeling good.
I've had a journies in the dream world recently strongly depicting weird martial arts or similar situations, but I'm putting these down to too much of the same thing making dreams too similar to reality and bleeding all the walls to heck.
The dream I had about my old group had the distinct feeling of a dream with a distance. I would say that the dream felt like I was 10 years younger looking on this moment from the point of view of the me that could jump from how old I am now(30ish) to hold I was in the dream(15-20ish).
My dreams have also taken on a quality of resurrection, phoenixian and very strongly revivalistic elements. In that I seem to dream much about situations where I enter with the feel that I would be attacked or interfered in my dreams and they've been growing the element of a single punch sleep story, so that if I get to deep sleep well it will feel mildly like there is a palm on my face, and if I miss the deep sleep que I feel like there's a breast in my eye.
A lot of my dreams seem to involve waking up to the dream but not going lucid and specifically trying to avoid lucidness and like every dream has a coat of dirt on it as if running too fast and constantly getting dust in your eyes even when standing still.
I would estimate that these are the result of the approach of my 3rd density self with the singularity of 4th density transformation during my sleeping/circadian cycle.
This would fit with the somewhat momentary transition I did into the higher densities and am still enjoying the coming down from and the return of the height of that cycle of dreaming for at least a while in the short future.
This feels like a build up to Pon Farr.
I remember the dream being closer to a waking state than any I've had in a long time and feeling like the dream people were clearly separate entities with their own driving motivations instead of just a pretty colored fuzz of feeling good.
I've had a journies in the dream world recently strongly depicting weird martial arts or similar situations, but I'm putting these down to too much of the same thing making dreams too similar to reality and bleeding all the walls to heck.
The dream I had about my old group had the distinct feeling of a dream with a distance. I would say that the dream felt like I was 10 years younger looking on this moment from the point of view of the me that could jump from how old I am now(30ish) to hold I was in the dream(15-20ish).
My dreams have also taken on a quality of resurrection, phoenixian and very strongly revivalistic elements. In that I seem to dream much about situations where I enter with the feel that I would be attacked or interfered in my dreams and they've been growing the element of a single punch sleep story, so that if I get to deep sleep well it will feel mildly like there is a palm on my face, and if I miss the deep sleep que I feel like there's a breast in my eye.
A lot of my dreams seem to involve waking up to the dream but not going lucid and specifically trying to avoid lucidness and like every dream has a coat of dirt on it as if running too fast and constantly getting dust in your eyes even when standing still.
I would estimate that these are the result of the approach of my 3rd density self with the singularity of 4th density transformation during my sleeping/circadian cycle.
This would fit with the somewhat momentary transition I did into the higher densities and am still enjoying the coming down from and the return of the height of that cycle of dreaming for at least a while in the short future.
This feels like a build up to Pon Farr.
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