09-06-2015, 12:05 AM
Tanner:
I think the picture in my mind is pretty basic.
There's a thing, its illusion. With complex existence intelligently designed to mask that its illusion.
Its not a bad illusion, but many could feel and perceive it as a sort of prison, if not ultimately temporary then longer stayed than expected.
I don't really allow much social views in anymore, otherwise I'd be a secret racist who desired greedily to want more over others, to be drunk rather than high (or crossfaded) and to believe what the news tells me (some pretty messed up stuff) I'd be embarrassed of bed bugs and I'd hate myself for not being underwear model status.
Society too makes no sense to me and I see why. Its all fake, worse than illusion, its not even real, just a very amorphous carbon copy of how to be. Not the society for me.
I love that your son's name is Aeon!!! Thats so cool
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Half my book The Truth was originally structured around Gnosticism. I know it only so much but the story of the Demiurge was beautiful to me for creative purposes.
If the One is Demiurge, what is Creator?
Tanner, you said my picture is layer after layer to the point of being messy. Isn't that the same with an octave? It goes infinitely 8 ways to the power of iinfinity. Each density in the octave is an octave itself. This entire life is just a flicker or Moment. But its all so packed full of being intelligently designed (by us, the consciousnesses) That I wonder if its like this infinitely up the scale. Ra says they do not plumb the next octave, but knows there are beings who direct the flow of Light almost as Guardians...
Do we ever become One with the OIC as in to BE the OIC beyond just being a part of it?
Or is it all ilusion, a story to make consciousness thrive in belief and faith? I'm.okay if it is, better if it isn't. I just want to understand if I'm being lied to, and if the true source is outside of infinity in that area of paradox unification where infinite meets finite and become eternal together. Or something -just woke up and clearly needs more time to wake up-
I think the picture in my mind is pretty basic.
There's a thing, its illusion. With complex existence intelligently designed to mask that its illusion.
Its not a bad illusion, but many could feel and perceive it as a sort of prison, if not ultimately temporary then longer stayed than expected.
I don't really allow much social views in anymore, otherwise I'd be a secret racist who desired greedily to want more over others, to be drunk rather than high (or crossfaded) and to believe what the news tells me (some pretty messed up stuff) I'd be embarrassed of bed bugs and I'd hate myself for not being underwear model status.
Society too makes no sense to me and I see why. Its all fake, worse than illusion, its not even real, just a very amorphous carbon copy of how to be. Not the society for me.
I love that your son's name is Aeon!!! Thats so cool
!Half my book The Truth was originally structured around Gnosticism. I know it only so much but the story of the Demiurge was beautiful to me for creative purposes.
If the One is Demiurge, what is Creator?
Tanner, you said my picture is layer after layer to the point of being messy. Isn't that the same with an octave? It goes infinitely 8 ways to the power of iinfinity. Each density in the octave is an octave itself. This entire life is just a flicker or Moment. But its all so packed full of being intelligently designed (by us, the consciousnesses) That I wonder if its like this infinitely up the scale. Ra says they do not plumb the next octave, but knows there are beings who direct the flow of Light almost as Guardians...
Do we ever become One with the OIC as in to BE the OIC beyond just being a part of it?
Or is it all ilusion, a story to make consciousness thrive in belief and faith? I'm.okay if it is, better if it isn't. I just want to understand if I'm being lied to, and if the true source is outside of infinity in that area of paradox unification where infinite meets finite and become eternal together. Or something -just woke up and clearly needs more time to wake up-