09-09-2015, 03:27 PM
The feeling of being in hell. I know that feeling, I'm sorry Cain.
Your kindness though WILL be appreciated in the future. You've dealt with so much, a lot all by yourself in a sense. These things aren't always the answers but just..A sort of 'pathway' to follow.
May we know more about you? How severe is the schizophrenia? What are the symptoms? Maybe we can help you more if we understood you more...
I personally don't want you to feel the things you're feeling right now... I've felt the razor-edge like feel across the whole body of hellish reality, the sensation of malice in the air and cruelty directed at you. You are worthy! I too viewed the Creator as less then cold and uncaring, I saw it as Devilish, cruel, putting humans through horror and madness just to satisfy it's own desires.
But it's a metaphor, that we do this to ourselves (not you to yourself, but others unto you specifically).
Please tell us more about you. Tam is also on the right track. I should have mentioned it. Every Chakra works with Every Chakra, and the Lower Triad of Red-Yellow is JUST AS important as the top Triad of Blue-Violet, with Green Ray being it's own game field in a sense and consisting of three parts, Lower Courtyard (go here to balance and work on the lower three chakras), Inner Sanctum (living an Open Heart), and the Pink Ray (communication with Guides, use this chakra nested inside the Green Ray to help guide you with utilizing the higher triad.)
Please be safe Cain.
Your kindness though WILL be appreciated in the future. You've dealt with so much, a lot all by yourself in a sense. These things aren't always the answers but just..A sort of 'pathway' to follow.
May we know more about you? How severe is the schizophrenia? What are the symptoms? Maybe we can help you more if we understood you more...
I personally don't want you to feel the things you're feeling right now... I've felt the razor-edge like feel across the whole body of hellish reality, the sensation of malice in the air and cruelty directed at you. You are worthy! I too viewed the Creator as less then cold and uncaring, I saw it as Devilish, cruel, putting humans through horror and madness just to satisfy it's own desires.
But it's a metaphor, that we do this to ourselves (not you to yourself, but others unto you specifically).
Please tell us more about you. Tam is also on the right track. I should have mentioned it. Every Chakra works with Every Chakra, and the Lower Triad of Red-Yellow is JUST AS important as the top Triad of Blue-Violet, with Green Ray being it's own game field in a sense and consisting of three parts, Lower Courtyard (go here to balance and work on the lower three chakras), Inner Sanctum (living an Open Heart), and the Pink Ray (communication with Guides, use this chakra nested inside the Green Ray to help guide you with utilizing the higher triad.)
Please be safe Cain.
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