Why does Anger feel Good?

[anagogy]

Simple question.  Not sure if anyone else experiences a 'negative' emotion often and finds it starts to feel good.

I've been angry for a long time.  Its bled into this forum even.  Now suddenly having fully accepted that I am an angry person now and then, I find it feels good.  Good to scream and shout and rage, not so much hit though...  never desired to be like that at all due to my father.

But Anger is suddenly feeling...Good.  Like 'its okay to be mad, that's who you are' kind of feel good...

Can anyone help me make sense of this?  Or maybe share a similar experience???

Whenever I was depressed, anger felt good to me.

The reason why is because anger is of a higher energy level than depression.  In depression, there is utter powerlessness.  In anger, there is a measure of power that is absent in depression, and thus, it feels good relative to depression.

But when I was in a higher emotional vibration than anger, anger never felt good to me, because it was retrograde.