09-08-2010, 01:11 AM
Hmmm...the catalyst wheel never stops turning, it seems.
I just got up from a nap and opened the bedroom door. It was dark, but I screamed because a huge, black shadow was sitting on the couch and I could see the arm moving. I figured my husband had got home from work early and was just sitting in the dark for some reason, but when I flipped on the light, no one was there.
It shocked me a bit because I usually don't have such visual experiences. I'm more of a touchy feely person. The funny thing is that it didn't really scare me. I instantly recognized it as a catalyst, acknowledged the moment, sent love and just moved on. I was able to realize that if this was an actual entity, I was able to acknowledge it as one with me. I'm not sure I've ever felt that complete a sense of Oneness before so I'm actually really thrilled that I got the chance to experience this.
It also gives me hope that I am moving in the right direction in the attitude adjustment I've been giving myself.
Of course, I could also have just been still half asleep or it was just a trick of the light, but even then it just goes to show how ANYTHING can be catalyst. This is the first time I've ever been able to be outright HAPPY about something like this!
I just got up from a nap and opened the bedroom door. It was dark, but I screamed because a huge, black shadow was sitting on the couch and I could see the arm moving. I figured my husband had got home from work early and was just sitting in the dark for some reason, but when I flipped on the light, no one was there.
It shocked me a bit because I usually don't have such visual experiences. I'm more of a touchy feely person. The funny thing is that it didn't really scare me. I instantly recognized it as a catalyst, acknowledged the moment, sent love and just moved on. I was able to realize that if this was an actual entity, I was able to acknowledge it as one with me. I'm not sure I've ever felt that complete a sense of Oneness before so I'm actually really thrilled that I got the chance to experience this.
It also gives me hope that I am moving in the right direction in the attitude adjustment I've been giving myself.
Of course, I could also have just been still half asleep or it was just a trick of the light, but even then it just goes to show how ANYTHING can be catalyst. This is the first time I've ever been able to be outright HAPPY about something like this!
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