Orbs, Specifically Grey and Black Orbs

[tamaryn]

Sparkling rainbow orb means you have understood - and applied Forgiveness totally - For the moment, ushing in a great release.

Today, As I crossed the street into the sun I noticed a rainbow on the ground. I pointed it out to another man, and we remarked on what may be causing it. I move to cross the street and this rainbow aura follows my head-shadow on the pavement. A thin perfect circle of a couple inches in width, but extending three feet in every direction as a perfect circle from my head. I ask him if that is really there and I am not hallucinating, as I often do. I confirmed it to another woman too, but she thought nothing of a rainbow following my head for some reason.

What the fucking s***.

Anyway I was feeling so strongly Forgiveness to all things washing over me, and I believe I manifested the rainbow halo with the Forgiveness understood as Emptiness understood as Innocence to all things. After an hour therapy session - I returned cross the street again, but this time my halo was gone. Kick in forgiveness for all things; Boom it manifested out of nothing.

Can anyone tell me what the f***?

I also understand Orbs in general to be a phenomena of my vision - but very real in external reality. I've seen my cat's and myself see the Orbs of my passing Grandmother making a fly by as she circled Earth one last time - I was the only relative not at her side at the time of death.

I rip myself apart. My soul loves this s*** though. Being a cleaner of this reality or something.