10-13-2015, 12:09 AM
That uses self aware unaware living entities with dreams and desires as cannon fodder and living sex toys regardless of person for another's dreams and desires?
I'm still not finding the appeal here :-/
I had that realization while writing a scene for my book that got a bit dark. I realized even play and 'make-believe' are still real in some sense. Its why I apologize to enemies I kill in games now, avoid FPS games (and I LOVE FPS games), and just.
I don't know. Never did. Thought I did but I really didn't.
I just want to stop justifying 'real suffering' by calling it a game. I'm tired of people hurting and being unable to even dent that hurt for another.
Is it just as easily justifiable to the cannon fodder and broken slave? Is being those things what they wanted?
Karma abd the concept of being.linked to past lives also makes little sense without awareness being available.
This game goes slow. Wouldn't be a problem to me if there weren't so much suffering...
Its like how some see animal farming as the truly horrendous grotesque thing it is. I see that in much more than just what I potentially can have as food.
I'm just feeling drawn away from these things but I don't want to just leave them...untouched.
I'm quiet about those horrors typically though. Because mostly I saw how no one even cares.
That feeds into the grotesquely indifferent and even apathetic behavior of very many. Sometimes including I.
I'm still not finding the appeal here :-/
I had that realization while writing a scene for my book that got a bit dark. I realized even play and 'make-believe' are still real in some sense. Its why I apologize to enemies I kill in games now, avoid FPS games (and I LOVE FPS games), and just.
I don't know. Never did. Thought I did but I really didn't.
I just want to stop justifying 'real suffering' by calling it a game. I'm tired of people hurting and being unable to even dent that hurt for another.
Is it just as easily justifiable to the cannon fodder and broken slave? Is being those things what they wanted?
Karma abd the concept of being.linked to past lives also makes little sense without awareness being available.
This game goes slow. Wouldn't be a problem to me if there weren't so much suffering...
Its like how some see animal farming as the truly horrendous grotesque thing it is. I see that in much more than just what I potentially can have as food.
I'm just feeling drawn away from these things but I don't want to just leave them...untouched.
I'm quiet about those horrors typically though. Because mostly I saw how no one even cares.
That feeds into the grotesquely indifferent and even apathetic behavior of very many. Sometimes including I.