Am I a Nihilist Athiest Spiritualist?

[The_Tired_Philosopher]

I'm just flipflopping my understanding here and there to try and get responses like the one you just gave, which was not harsh at all (thank you!)

You see to me there is this belief that my lymphocytes are intelligent as I am but differently. I believe you could explain to them cloud based network architecture if you filter it into an equivalent to them, then say, 'its like this and here's why'then explains it in terms they'll be able to intelligently design.

Less my blood goes stark-dumb when a foreign object is present to be dealt with that its never dealt with before. Though sometimes it does, surprisingly, the body is in ways just as intelligent as we are.

For this demand of faith there should be questioning of it. Why should I believe? Which is funny to me cause I do believe (I just fancy the thought of emptiness now and then as I do a plenum).

This is like a 3D entity wanting to meet a 6D entity in the next octave, being told everything, then it just goes, 'Well. Why?' And it starts all over again.

Just assign emptiness to certain aspects and even faith is pointless. At a point the Law of One itself is pointless.

What's the point? Is it too evolving as is the point being To Evolve?

I think veiled systems are too slow and allow for more suffering than is necessary. To a point its wasted experience, like providing the same punch to a punching bag for the infinith tume. What the hell is left to learn for the punching bag??!