10-14-2015, 08:08 PM
It seems there is a lot going on at once within you. Times like that can be destabilizing but I'm sure it helps to write and vent. We have all shared the same hurt/pain at one time. It must be difficult to realize life does not really have a purpose and one wonders what the heck am I going through all that for? I've lived the greatest part of my life with the same questions and no answers. Like many of us on this forum, I wished I could get off this planet and if there had been a way to do it, I'd have been gone for sure!
Anyway, through all of this I've learned some very important lessons. Deep down in my gut I always knew I came down here to 'evolve'. I did not know how that would happen nor the ramifications that comes with the territory. So I guess what I am saying is that there is a point to this experience of life in 3D. It may seem pointless in the BIGGER picture but through playing the game we/I have grown immensely.
I totally empathize with your struggle.
Anyway, through all of this I've learned some very important lessons. Deep down in my gut I always knew I came down here to 'evolve'. I did not know how that would happen nor the ramifications that comes with the territory. So I guess what I am saying is that there is a point to this experience of life in 3D. It may seem pointless in the BIGGER picture but through playing the game we/I have grown immensely.
I totally empathize with your struggle.