10-16-2015, 10:52 AM
(10-15-2015, 07:24 PM)Nowheretoday Wrote: I don't think it matters if you are aware when dealing with distortions within the illusion, or does? Now I'm not sure, I mean we are still humans dealing with a shadow self, we will never be really free of a selfhood as long as we are here. I guess being aware just makes me carefree that in the end all is well.
Being aware does chance who I am but not by choice, it is really who I am. I try to always put my free will first over doing the right thing.
One who is aware has greater potential to move on from his current distortions to work on other ones. Without being aware, one is unconscious to the reasons behind his own distortions and has very little power to distill the light/love from them and move toward the need to newer lessons.
The veiled experience is one of a kind because one forgets that he programmed himself to face the distortions he wanted to face. We see the branches, the leaves and the fruits of distortions, sometimes even the trunk. But the roots of these are buried and can only be found by the disciplined seeker. (talking about pre-incarnative distortions) In comparison, in higher density (without a veil) distortions are harder to work on because one perceives his own distortions as his identity. We all are ONE, but through each of us there is ONE who experiences distortions of Himself in infinite unique ways, creating identity among Itself.
I tend to see the earth experience as an ego killing practice or working. We learn to let go down here, to be better able to let go outside of here.