Letting go of the Law of One, Sorry.

[Berilac Sandydowns]

My experience has been that sometimes the only thing that can "fix" a problem is Time.
The Ra material and the meditation transcripts are incredibly dense sources of cosmological info.
I see Ra as outlining a very rigid, basic, stripped down framework of Creation.
Throw in the transcripts, Bible, NWO, Hidden Hand, Awareness, Wingmakers and a million other things hung on the basic structure and sometimes it seems that having 6 heads wouldn't be enough to take it all in.

There's a kind of Spiritual Frenzy that, I believe, all seekers are afflicted with occasionally.
Consider that you may be in the throws of such a ...fit.
You're averaging about 6 posts a day here Tired.
If there's one area of Knowledge that takes a LOT of time to integrate, it's... umm.... This.

I remember how horrified and upset I was when it started to dawn on me that I was kind of alone.
No Fate. No Destiny.
Just Me having to take responsibility for myself. My own life.

Something that really helped me was knowing that Life is full of hills and valleys.
When you seem to be in a deep valley remember where you were 6 months ago and think where you could be 6 months from now.
All is change.

haha "Seek not the Elves for advice, for they will say both yes and no."

Smile.