10-21-2015, 08:24 AM
(10-20-2015, 12:52 PM)The_Tired_Philosopher Wrote: I desire to be left alone by people, by 'society'. I have been alone, my entire life.
And I used to love it, until I learned how incompatible I was with society, then I came to hate it because I didn't want to be alone, then being alone for so long against my will...I finally just accepted it.
I suggest you look deeply into those quotations. Is it true that you've 'finally just accepted it?' Have you deeply re-programmed your sub-conscious to accept it or has it been more a surface phenomenon?
Death and Resurrection happen daily, even moment to moment to be aware of this opens up the possibilities endlessly. Would it be possible to shift from The Tired Philo to The Energetic Philo or something much more positive?
The creator and creation can be viewed as negatively or positively as you like and both are equally valid. It's our choice. When we look at the creation, are we really seeing the creation or just a reflection of ourself? Once a shift takes place within, the creation we see takes on a completely different flavor.
Living from the 'ego' or empty shell of personality is hell, unconscious hell. Living from the inside out, or from Essence or Being transforms unconscious hell to conscious Heaven regardless of how much 'bad' stuff is happening 'out there'. Space-time is hell, but you don't have to live there completely. Experiencing time-space while incarnated is Magic.