Letting go of the Law of One, Sorry.

[The_Tired_Philosopher]

That used to make sense to me.

Now it seems mean.

My memory recalls of the cat I hit driving to work recently... Was it because of how I've been thinking that it happened?

I don't want to kill. I'm supposed to not iterate it and not do it and hope my higher self just doesn't arrange for me to experience it too? But not desiring it is the same as asking for it to happen...?

I just. -Sigh-

More and more. It isn't LOO is it. Its. It IS just how this place is...

And...I knew about this all? I was okay with this all? To come here, do it?

I don't understand.

I just feel perplexed. More and more... I really don't want to be here.

More and more...

Back to how it all used to be. Clinging. Waiting. Just waiting for the ride to end.

You can ask me a million ways to love and enjoy myself. But when I'm just waiting for it to end. Enjoying it gets pretty hard.

I guess I'm back to square 3. What a game.

Thank you either way. Helpful insight.