10-22-2015, 07:28 PM
(10-22-2015, 05:22 PM)The_Tired_Philosopher Wrote: That used to make sense to me.
Now it seems mean.
My memory recalls of the cat I hit driving to work recently... Was it because of how I've been thinking that it happened?
I don't want to kill. I'm supposed to not iterate it and not do it and hope my higher self just doesn't arrange for me to experience it too? But not desiring it is the same as asking for it to happen...?
Well you need to accept the catalyst and distill it. Karma work in cycles, I also hit an animal once with my car and it never happened again afterwards.
(10-22-2015, 05:22 PM)The_Tired_Philosopher Wrote: I just. -Sigh-
More and more. It isn't LOO is it. Its. It IS just how this place is...
Yeah, but like anything is it is in the image of the Creator. You could say though that the image of the Creator is that of infinite potential.
(10-22-2015, 05:22 PM)The_Tired_Philosopher Wrote: And...I knew about this all? I was okay with this all? To come here, do it?
I don't understand.
I just feel perplexed. More and more... I really don't want to be here.
More and more...
Back to how it all used to be. Clinging. Waiting. Just waiting for the ride to end.
You can ask me a million ways to love and enjoy myself. But when I'm just waiting for it to end. Enjoying it gets pretty hard.
I guess I'm back to square 3. What a game.
Thank you either way. Helpful insight.
Why did you want to come here? That is a question for you to ask yourself and to unveil.
Stranger gave good insights, all else I can think of is that you may have come here to heal yourself and not just this world. Perhaps you were a tired entity that wanted something new, who knows...