The Dream Thread

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Yesterday I was talking with someone about how the creator seems to get a thrill from horrifying experiences in the same way some humans get a thrill from horror movies. It's not real & it will surely end so why not go all out & scare the bejeebers out of yourself?

Then last night I woke up around 2AM from a horrifying nightmare. In the nightmare I was watching a horror movie that was scarier than any horror movie I've ever seen. Oddly enough, I can't remember much of anything from the movie.

I felt like I was about to be scared to death & have a heart attack or something so I started *trying* to stop the movie. I was pressing buttons all over a DVD player & pulling plugs out of the wall & everything & I couldn't make the movie stop playing.

Then somehow I finally succeeded & then I was seeing a little blonde-haired girl that may have been me at a young age & she looked really scared then I said to someone, "She agrees with me that movie was way too scary."

Then the next thing I know I'm sitting there watching more of the movie. I was like 'wth. how did I get here? Why did the movie continue playing?' I felt paralyzed by fear, couldn't move, so I asked the person I was with in the dream to please turn off the movie.

They were like, "I'm trying to turn it off..." but they couldn't make it happen & I couldn't quit seeing it. Then I felt someone put my left foot/toes in their mouth & it felt awful bc it tickled & I still was unable to move bc of feeling so scared.

Then I got so worked up I finally woke up & discovered I was laying on my back (which I never do) & my left toes were poking out of the covers. I could still feel very well how it felt to have them in someone's mouth so I started rubbing them on the bed to get the memory of the feeling to go away faster.