I agree that we will likely know nothing here, in the sense that 3D humans experience knowing. I also agree that it doesn't matter, though, I think it would help some wanderers to know why they are different and don't fit. I personally don't care if I don't fit, and actually don't want to fit. This is because my whole being and the way I think and live is diametrically opposed to current societies, popular culture, and the mindsets of most people. So to want to fit in does not fit with me. 
I don't know about densities or anything, and really don't speculate on where I would be at in the hierarchy of evolution. And things can get tricky when trying to speculate. For instance, I have always seemed to be more aware of everything than those around me even as a small child, but I could attribute this to a high IQ. (Sorry if anyone thinks this is me bragging; I don't brag. I am just factual and Spock-like in this regard.)
I also only have working theories. My working theory is that I probably am here as a volunteer. This working theory derives from an encounter I had with a psychic (a well-known one in the area) in 1989. She was the sort of intuitive counselor, as she called herself, that only "read" soul material. She did not talk about jobs or boyfriends or use cards or anything, she talked about soul missions and past lives, etc, and listened to guides and messages. She told me I was Venusian and here as a volunteer and had no connections at that time with anyone from a soul family or from my planet, yet (she said I would find some). I thought she was crazy. I'd never heard anything so nuts. This is after I listened to my friend's consultation which consisted of things in my then-current paradigm such as past lives and how they were contributing to lessons now.
I left her house thinking it was all nonsense. But during the following days, many memories surfaced, such as a recurring dream I'd had all my life of being on another planet and looking into a night sky with flying vehicles and a beautiful city which seemed made more of light than a lighted cityscape here and now. Many more things clicked that supported this idea. When I was a little girl, for instance, every time I looked in the mirror I thought there was something missing in my face and particularly my eyes. I used to put an imaginary box around myself in grade school. Many things.
So the theory seems viable if I don't let my left brain rule my thoughts. But I don't feel very evolved. And if I am here as a volunteer, I think I was a teenage-style soul who with bravado and innocence raised her hand as though in a school classroom and said, I'll go. I'm pretty sure I did not know it would be so challenging here (though I don't mean to sound as though it's all bad; there is much beauty here). I don't think I've had many lives here, if any. I seem to be void in certain ways as if I had read about humans rather than lived as one—it's hard to describe.
When my left brain kicks in entirely, this all seems like faulty synopses or emotional survival mechanisms. It would be lovely if a ship landed in my backyard and someone came out and said, How's it going down here? Come on in and let's have a drink of ambrosia light nectar before you go back out in the trenches.
I don't know about densities or anything, and really don't speculate on where I would be at in the hierarchy of evolution. And things can get tricky when trying to speculate. For instance, I have always seemed to be more aware of everything than those around me even as a small child, but I could attribute this to a high IQ. (Sorry if anyone thinks this is me bragging; I don't brag. I am just factual and Spock-like in this regard.)
I also only have working theories. My working theory is that I probably am here as a volunteer. This working theory derives from an encounter I had with a psychic (a well-known one in the area) in 1989. She was the sort of intuitive counselor, as she called herself, that only "read" soul material. She did not talk about jobs or boyfriends or use cards or anything, she talked about soul missions and past lives, etc, and listened to guides and messages. She told me I was Venusian and here as a volunteer and had no connections at that time with anyone from a soul family or from my planet, yet (she said I would find some). I thought she was crazy. I'd never heard anything so nuts. This is after I listened to my friend's consultation which consisted of things in my then-current paradigm such as past lives and how they were contributing to lessons now.
I left her house thinking it was all nonsense. But during the following days, many memories surfaced, such as a recurring dream I'd had all my life of being on another planet and looking into a night sky with flying vehicles and a beautiful city which seemed made more of light than a lighted cityscape here and now. Many more things clicked that supported this idea. When I was a little girl, for instance, every time I looked in the mirror I thought there was something missing in my face and particularly my eyes. I used to put an imaginary box around myself in grade school. Many things.
So the theory seems viable if I don't let my left brain rule my thoughts. But I don't feel very evolved. And if I am here as a volunteer, I think I was a teenage-style soul who with bravado and innocence raised her hand as though in a school classroom and said, I'll go. I'm pretty sure I did not know it would be so challenging here (though I don't mean to sound as though it's all bad; there is much beauty here). I don't think I've had many lives here, if any. I seem to be void in certain ways as if I had read about humans rather than lived as one—it's hard to describe.
When my left brain kicks in entirely, this all seems like faulty synopses or emotional survival mechanisms. It would be lovely if a ship landed in my backyard and someone came out and said, How's it going down here? Come on in and let's have a drink of ambrosia light nectar before you go back out in the trenches.
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