11-26-2015, 02:19 PM
Min, one human to another, gonna agree with Diana. I smoke the green herb my friend and let me tell you, I need to reframe from third eye activations passively happening, they wear me down, strain me mentally and emotionally and that's with normal non-reality-altering substances.
I could just imagine what shrooms would do to me, please be careful. (Note to y'all, I've never done anything beyond cannabis and alcohol.)
How'd the experience inform you that you were 6D? Was it just a feeling, a sight? Knowledge downloaded?
Jim, you've offered great insight, enough to understand for me especially. I feel like all this madness I have would suddenly make sense and no longer be so...crazy, if I just had some sense of I, myself, Why I Am Here, my reasons, purpose, or even just place or origin or where I come from, even a most recent incarnation past life memories... Anything man, anything!
Because as I am now, I'm a no-Joe-body it feels like, even to myself. Can't even get spirituality straight, nothing feels right after so long, like I'm a sprung spring bouncing around trying to make sense of what the heck is going on. I see the Light and then I'm strolling around Hell. Something to ground me is EXACTLY what I want.
To know, to 'know', to have a clue as to myself, some way...Some knowledge, information, personal understanding of the Why's to I.
I wouldn't be swimming in the madness of my mind looking for it so profusely.
When I first read Journey of Souls, I figured I was a newborn soul. When I read the Ra Material, I figured I was a 3D entity until it got into explaining Wanderers, then that resonated much more. But then it's just madness after that. 6D, 5D, 4D, I've fit every description... I love foolishly, I'm always looking for wisdom, or when I finally get my heart straight wisdom is just natural, and since I was a young child I've been a very docile and gentle loving person who just wanted to enjoy life with others.
Now it's all falling apart inside my own mind, so I'm reflecting on the pieces, and a big one was how badly I wanted to know things about myself, my name being the biggest, until recently, where it's now just getting to know the main reasons I'm here. Figuring out something to direct me, anything. I'm not even in the dark with a candle here, I've got this nice lil fire going and still there's nothing to friggin see!
It's like getting lost in a forest at night.
For a lifetime it sometimes feels like.
I could just imagine what shrooms would do to me, please be careful. (Note to y'all, I've never done anything beyond cannabis and alcohol.)
(11-26-2015, 12:23 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: I found out when Ra took me through an experience of being in the sun that I come from 6D. There were brighter and dimmer patches, and all I saw was light. Some parts where hotter than others too. I was physically exhausted from life, and I needed that revival.
How'd the experience inform you that you were 6D? Was it just a feeling, a sight? Knowledge downloaded?
Jim, you've offered great insight, enough to understand for me especially. I feel like all this madness I have would suddenly make sense and no longer be so...crazy, if I just had some sense of I, myself, Why I Am Here, my reasons, purpose, or even just place or origin or where I come from, even a most recent incarnation past life memories... Anything man, anything!
Because as I am now, I'm a no-Joe-body it feels like, even to myself. Can't even get spirituality straight, nothing feels right after so long, like I'm a sprung spring bouncing around trying to make sense of what the heck is going on. I see the Light and then I'm strolling around Hell. Something to ground me is EXACTLY what I want.
To know, to 'know', to have a clue as to myself, some way...Some knowledge, information, personal understanding of the Why's to I.
I wouldn't be swimming in the madness of my mind looking for it so profusely.
When I first read Journey of Souls, I figured I was a newborn soul. When I read the Ra Material, I figured I was a 3D entity until it got into explaining Wanderers, then that resonated much more. But then it's just madness after that. 6D, 5D, 4D, I've fit every description... I love foolishly, I'm always looking for wisdom, or when I finally get my heart straight wisdom is just natural, and since I was a young child I've been a very docile and gentle loving person who just wanted to enjoy life with others.
Now it's all falling apart inside my own mind, so I'm reflecting on the pieces, and a big one was how badly I wanted to know things about myself, my name being the biggest, until recently, where it's now just getting to know the main reasons I'm here. Figuring out something to direct me, anything. I'm not even in the dark with a candle here, I've got this nice lil fire going and still there's nothing to friggin see!
It's like getting lost in a forest at night.
For a lifetime it sometimes feels like.