Do you 'Know' you're a Wanderer? Or your Soul name?

[The_Tired_Philosopher]

Recently been pondering myself, and it made me curious, how many people here know they're Wanderers and, or their current density?

Yes I know. I came to know through repeated signposts, coincidences and unsolicited moments. I used to believe I was 4th Density when I first joined Bring4th. That was merely an assumption due to how Ra described 4th Density wanderers. I felt at the time that I fit that description best because I have a history of blind faith and being openly loving and emotive. However, when I reviewed this assumption I immediately hit upon a "signpost" that answered to me that I was of 5th Density vibration. As always, subjectively interpreting signposts, that is to have an inner query (mine being 'what density am I from?') and then allowing your eyes to gaze at your surroundings in search for an answer, is unique to the individual. I also have 4 female guides that sit on a cream couch that are almost sarcastic when I am slow to pick up on an answer. That's my distorted view of them at least, but discovering their presence was utterly unsolicited.

But I don't know and probably won't in this life.

The more you think about it, the less likely you will find your answer. In the context of knowing the self we cannot truly define ourselves by illusory factors. Our self doubts, fears and narratives block this access to self understanding imo.

If you do, what's it like to know?

 

Closure, pure and simple. It's important to stress that back in 1981 Ra stated that there were in excess of 60 million wanderers incarnated. The total earth population at that time was around 4.5 billion. This amounts to roughly 1 in 75 people being a wanderer back then, so it's not a special club if you get my meaning.

How'd it feel finding out?

Didn't feel anything other than 'oh, now it all makes sense.' It made sense only in helping me to quantify a mystical experience and a type of nde (car crash). I cannot recommend enough the pursuit of confronting your own fears (whatever they may be) because that was the big turning point for me in discovering such details that you are showing an interest in. Life will rock your boat one way or another if you veer too far off track  
Also, a few weeks ago I pondered about my home planet after re-reading the beginning of A Wanderers Handbook. During my feta state of sleep I vividly saw a big blue and green planet in my minds vision. I had an immediate impression that I was in space and opened my eyes suddenly (chicken  ). I regretted the impulse but had a sure feeling that it was unusually large. There was definitely no sign of white clouds though like we would associate with our planet. I felt a little gutted really because that is not the first time I have flung my eyes open while viewing things in mid sleep states.

The only other thing I would add is that I precisely had the same impression that Diane has shared. The image of naively raising your hand in class exuberantly claiming "I will!!!"

Naively raising of the hand in a class.  Huh.  I'm somewhat wary.  I don't doubt this is one incarnation of many on Earth, though I feel more recently I've gone into other areas.

Sometimes I even Think I'm a negative type trying out positive.

Or I'm treading a very...Paradoxical incarnation trying to keep myself together?

I don't know.  I feel like I forget why I'm here at all.  Maybe it is meant to be a quiet isolated life.

How does 5D feel like, Min?

From a 3D mind weird, from a 5D mind natural.

I don't know what's the highest I've connected to, was thinking about the Logos once during a psychedelic experience and it was identity shattering. Mirrors reflecting mirrors, endlessly as one yet many. Like a giant bubble of awareness split into into sub-versions of itself. Didn't like the experience so much, I like talking about it more than feeling it.

A reality of mirrored mirrors mirroring mirrors sounds nice actually.  There'd be no lies, and the trickery would soon cease with comprehension of how and what's what.  See everything as everything.
Maybe I should focus on logos more often.

Diana, Yera has also told me I'd probably greatly like Castenada.

Dont get obscessed with where you came from, but what you are here for and where you are going.

Ironically I'm searching for such to find a clue to such.

I am very lost.  I'm tired of being lost.