Hate human physical contact

[Karl]

Sometimes I think this feeling is me; that it is me who is sharing energy I wish to keep to myself with an outsider that I am not comfortable with.  That in as opposed to the strangeness of the outsider.

I can relate to that a lot. I hate when people take/try to take energy from me, especially by emotional extortion (i.e "I'm fat and ugly", "no you're skinny and pretty...")

I think it's a mixture of having my energy stolen and having their energy polluting my own that causes my feelings of disgust and contempt.

Am I making sense?