meh, there have always been conditions on free-will. the logoi had more power and influence to shape the early cosmos and u are subject to their parameters. its like u suddenly wanting the veil to dissappear. its not something u get a choice over cause it was dictated by the free will of the logos or sub-logos that u have to have the veil in 3d. u could argue it was ur free-will that chose it since u are a sub-sub-logos of the being that made the decision in the first place. also its a high degree of hubris to assume your 3d selfs limited perspective grants its desire or will more sway than the desire or will of your entire soul stream or higher self or totality residing in ur indigo body or even the subconscious inclinations of your own mind. i agree tho that its mildy disheartening to think u have to follow some other entities conditions or rules to achieve any measure of power or sway be it via polarization or dismantling the veil just to get a clear picture of what u might feel should have always been ur birthright as the creator not this obscured, complex and muddied 3d experience post-veiling.
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ironically its the confusing and frustrating conditions generated by not having a clear picture that precisely encourage you to develop the will that allows you to make progress through the densities. im pretty sure there is a quote that dictates the prerequisite for movement between densities is set and having a clear picture and all the answers at your fingertips pre-veil just resulted in people not even trying. so u may hate it, and feel like you have no free-will, but u cant deny it produces results which seems to be important
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ironically its the confusing and frustrating conditions generated by not having a clear picture that precisely encourage you to develop the will that allows you to make progress through the densities. im pretty sure there is a quote that dictates the prerequisite for movement between densities is set and having a clear picture and all the answers at your fingertips pre-veil just resulted in people not even trying. so u may hate it, and feel like you have no free-will, but u cant deny it produces results which seems to be important