Causing Grief by Serving the Self

[Brittany]

Hey, Grillwise! What an awesome catalyst, to be able to experience both sides of the spectrum so acutely and have the wisdom to observe and learn from each. I used to be extremely service to self in my behavior, and, like you, it just sort of hit me one day that making people cry didn't feel so great, that it was so much easier to love. The light just exploded in and just about knocked me over, like I'd never actually opened my eyes until that moment. Still, it gives me a sort of respect for STS people...I tried that way and it was just too hard for me. They must work really hard at being what they are, and that kind of dedication is admirable, even if I don't understand it.

Thank you for being aware of your Beingness, and deciding to do something with it! You are much loved.