2010.02.6 pivitol decision in becoming service to the creator, 4D technologies

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We would have you consider well that when you make an act of dedication in service, this act has a very large magical potential. And as in the case of every act with magical potential, there will be a sequence of events following from it which is the fulfillment and the realization, or the manifestation, of that potential. Within this process there will be surprises. And so we counsel that to engage in an act of commitment whereby when you dedicate yourself to wholehearted service, you enter the act with humility and with courage, recognizing that you have unleashed a force which has a power to manifest beyond what you are able to imagine.


Indeed, it has a potential to transfigure your own life beyond recognition. The effect upon catalyst can be very great, greatly accelerated. And greatly accelerated catalyst does not always meet with a greatly accelerated capacity for processing this catalyst. You may have unleashed more that you have bargained for.

When this has been discovered to have been so, we would suggest that there is no shame in pulling back, shall we say, to a more restful repose [in order] to find that in your life which you enjoy, which grounds you, which refreshes you, even though it may not seem as though it is doing the Lord’s service. If you enjoy gardening, it is hard to understand how working your garden may help those who are in need in Haiti, and yet it may be the best thing you could be doing.

For one who has invited, shall we say, more catalyst than can be processed has invited a great imbalance. And it is generally not possible to go forward in a condition that is greatly imbalanced. So we would reiterate that the time for making such dedication of one’s efforts is always now.

One needs to understand that one is blessed with many “nows,” each of which must find its measure. And so we would ask that, if you find through your magical act of dedication that you have brought on yourself more than you have bargained for, you take the attitude that this too is the Lord’s work. This too, is what there is to be processed so that you may go forward in your quest to be of service.

Let me tell you all, my fellow wanderers, this has been the undertaking of a lifetime. I wouldn't  know where to begin if I were to tell the whole story. 

I've healed other selves and crystalized water from across the room. I've  learned to focus energy for healing and crystallization purposes. I've repaired holes in my own and others auras. I've astral projected and traveled the galaxy as such. I've communicated with and met a fair share of both negative and positive entities. I've viewed creation through the creators eyes.

I've hit rock bottom more times that I'm willing to look back and count. I've been knocked down and ground to dust by the cold boot of catalyst. I've flown up from the rocky bottom victorious only to be knocked right back down time and again. I've loved and lost, time and again, yet I still love. 

It's been tough. I've wished for it to end a great many times, and if I could go back I'm not sure I'd make the same choice again. I was young, foolish, and full of bravado. I guess I'm just posting this to tell my peers, heed their warning. No matter how adept you are eventually it-the catalyst- will bury you. Coming out unbroken, unbent, that's the challenge with the accelerated catalyst.

And I'm sorry, the few times I've come here over the past 5 years have been in times of great need. I was a dick. I hadn't even went back to the dream thread to see what answers I got out of pure shame. I love you guys, I wouldn't have lasted this long without this community and this fountain of useful information.

Sincerely - The Man With No Name