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[Aaron]

Aaron, I honestly thought you meant something else when you said its either control or acceptance.


I do both simultaneously.  Under the right conditions I provide unconditional love as much as I humanly can, I'm still learning my limits otherwise I wouldn't havd worked basically 66 hour weeks at one point for my coworkers because my customers were fun to provide a 'real' 'convenienence' towards at my otherwise inconvenient convenience gas station...

Well, I said "suffering is a catalyst. The illusion is efficient in causing a desire to polarize." In other words the longer you experience things in the illusion of life on planet earth, the more that suffering will cause a soul-deep desire to polarize. Then you said 
"Until someone here realizes reality as per the Ra Material makes use of pain and discomfort, sometimes in the extreme, for catalytic motivation, I doubt anyone will see how this can create hell for others."

And I'm like isn't that what I just said...? 

I like the way you put it though. Catalytic motivation.


Everyone ive ever met "does both simultaneously". Everybody is selfish and has selfish thoughts all that. Even polarized people, because they still deal with the illusion we live in. Youre working a ton of hours right now. Youre probablly stressed... I'm working pizza delivery right now and I've done the gas station thing. It's tough. It takes so much work to run a convenience store that management is always stressed out, which stresses the employees out.