12-26-2015, 05:19 AM
Occult Alchemy Gone Wrong, The A1 Story.
A1 are you a guy or girl? I don't want to touch upon more than one or two past lives personally, not unless many past lives were expected to be integrated this time around. Otherwise, for what I see is literally the reason why I don't want to.
If every regret were added on as the focus of a past life, it'd be potentially terrifying as past life issues begin coming into my current life.
I have...Feelings, vague silent ones in the far backdrop of my mind when.I think about past lives. I feel like survival was always a factor. That I lose myself more than expected or underplan or even overestimate a life causing trouble during the life. I think there's a lot of sexuality change this time around, I mean twisting the energies together. I don't like male or female societal stigmas or standards. I'm very much both energies but I think this is uncommon for me. Its usually one or the other, not one that feels like both.
Then there's societal attachments. I feel like I have betrayed or manipulated or been betrayed/manipulated. I desire gradiosity just to squander it. I want wealth to waste it. Probably because I was obsessive in the past (This is actually assumption, I'm obsessive with possessiveness now so obsession or freaking out over small/big things or overfocusing is another issue.
I mean, this is all not skeptical, it could be purely subconscious, but sometimes they make me feel like I remember, its literally the 'feeling of remembering' only slight and vague. And its in contemplation so far only.
I'm busy enough with this life. I dont need to take away my own time with additional catalyst belonging to a now not so present me...
A1 are you a guy or girl? I don't want to touch upon more than one or two past lives personally, not unless many past lives were expected to be integrated this time around. Otherwise, for what I see is literally the reason why I don't want to.
If every regret were added on as the focus of a past life, it'd be potentially terrifying as past life issues begin coming into my current life.
I have...Feelings, vague silent ones in the far backdrop of my mind when.I think about past lives. I feel like survival was always a factor. That I lose myself more than expected or underplan or even overestimate a life causing trouble during the life. I think there's a lot of sexuality change this time around, I mean twisting the energies together. I don't like male or female societal stigmas or standards. I'm very much both energies but I think this is uncommon for me. Its usually one or the other, not one that feels like both.
Then there's societal attachments. I feel like I have betrayed or manipulated or been betrayed/manipulated. I desire gradiosity just to squander it. I want wealth to waste it. Probably because I was obsessive in the past (This is actually assumption, I'm obsessive with possessiveness now so obsession or freaking out over small/big things or overfocusing is another issue.
I mean, this is all not skeptical, it could be purely subconscious, but sometimes they make me feel like I remember, its literally the 'feeling of remembering' only slight and vague. And its in contemplation so far only.
I'm busy enough with this life. I dont need to take away my own time with additional catalyst belonging to a now not so present me...