Transexualism, Polarity, and How does this work?

[spero]

ur first sexual experience might have imprinted u with some preferences

Questioner: Timothy Leary, doing research, wrote that at the time of puberty, and up through that time, there is an imprint occurring on the DNA coding of an entity and that, for instance, sexual biases are imprinted due to early sexual experiences or some of the first sexual experiences of the entity. Does anything like this actually happen?
Ra: I am Ra. This is partially correct. Due to the nature of solitary sexual experiences, it is in most cases unlikely that what you call masturbation has an imprinting effect upon later experiences.

This is similarly true with some of the encounters which might be seen as homosexual among those of this age group. These are often, instead, innocent exercises in curiosity.

However, it is quite accurate that the first experience in which the mind/body/spirit complex is intensely involved will indeed imprint upon the entity for that life experience a set of preferences.

it might also be worth separating out sexuality and gender as two distinct things.

u might feel very feminine but be perfectly happy with your male body and genitalia for example. its not all or nothing and it doesnt always result in a desire to change the body

if u feel like ur homosexual, bi or straight it could just be expressed neutrally as a physical attraction to x, y, z without getting hungup on what that classifies u based on ur gender identity.

i also think ur mixing up transexual, transgender etc and using them interchangeably when they mean very specific things.