[split] "The dark attacks from the shadow ..."

[Jade]

Jade.  I thought about what you said.  I think your post may very well apply both ways.  The beings of light may find themselves in that same room as they try to superficially call darkness what it does not want, and goes against with prejudice of faith rather than goes along with intent of good outcomes.

I notice many here have an imbalance against negativity.  You're teaching 6D concepts here too.  You all will eventually have to face the monstrosity that is your own divine 'dark'ness, the vast infinite tiers of suffering wrought into this Earth and developed inside us all.

I don't look away anymore, too dark is exactly like too bright, hurts to look at.  It is the same thing underneath it all.

STO or STS, Eitherway, both will eventually be brought to reconcile each other.  If you desire to separate yourselves as STO then I totally accept that.  I just wish I could make you see how past a point, STS actions become STO, and vice versa.

I see no differentiation.  Regardless of what Quo or others have said, I personally, and It'd seem some others too believe from experience and observation, sensation and awareness, this same thing I am trying to tell you all.

The Law of One is not about STO and STS, its about Service To One.  Not even All.  Only One.  And most things are services, negative or positive, it is a service.

And it is honesty the.greatest most beautiful understanding I have in my mind.

No matter what, it's going to be okay, even if I'm being brutally gruesomely murdered, if its what they want and I can't stop it, so be it.  Acceptance.  I would be angry but I accept my anger too.  In the end, I hurt, was traumatized, but long run, I'll be fine.  You can't kill consciousness.

You can break its tools though.  And everything being illusory (including Love/Light in place for its Intelligent Infinity equivalent) is a tool.

I hope this helps.  I'll keep trying until someone tells me to shut up lol
Thanks for the patience guys

I'm not sure what makes you think that I haven't already made my peace with darkness. The thing that you seem to have trouble grasping is that Service to Others IS Service to All/One.You seem to be the one who is stuck on the good/evil dichotomy and are projecting it upon everyone else when we talk about polarity. There is unity in polarity, it is the STO path. The STO path involves STS. However, it is not about focusing on darkness, or apathy.

My point was that change in consciousness is the work where one chooses to see the positive interpretation of events instead of the negative. It's transmutation of the 'negative' into the 'positive', in an effort to affect change that will better the experience for All.

There is a point to making the choice, by the way. Because of the veil, we have to make the choice in faith - we don't know for sure. This creates a drive. This drive is called the will. One must invoke the will in the direction it desires - whether it is to serve the all, or to serve the self with exclusion of others, and this creates a charge of energy. The difference in the spectrum of service to all --------- service to self is polarity; it, along with the balance of energy centers, affects the violet ray output. It creates a difference in potential that allows one to do work (affect change by experience in the physical environment).

I don't want to overwhelm this post with quotes, but 19.17-19.20, and 20.9-20.11 describe this, and why polarity is necessary while incarnated in our density.

This is in regards to the Experience of the Mind:

94.20 Questioner: The magical shape is on the right edge of the card indicating to me that the spiritual significance is on the right edge of the card, indicating to me that the spiritual experience would be the right-hand path. Could Ra comment on that?

Ra: I am Ra. Yes. The figure is expressing the nature of experience by having its attention caught by what may be termed the left-hand catalyst. Meanwhile, the power, the magic, is available upon the right-hand path.

The nature of experience is such that the attention shall be constantly given varieties of experience. Those that are presumed to be negative, or interpreted as negative, may seem in abundance. It is a great challenge to take catalyst and devise the magical, positive experience. That which is magical in the negative experience is much longer coming, shall we say, in the third density.

Of course there is a lot of apparent negativity, that's obvious. One can chain themselves to the demon or they can slowly allow more and more light to enter into their field of vision to see things more illuminated and clearly.

And as far as I'm concerned, you never have to shut up. You can ramble to your hearts content. I just might ramble back sometimes.