02-03-2016, 05:15 AM
I have encountered many obstacles lately in regards to my decision to get a Husky. My mom was very negative about it, which I didn't think that she would as she loves dogs too. My ex in-laws with whom I have a very close connection are negative too. And last night, one of my bosses was still at work when I came to my shift, and she told me that they are still not sure if they can let me to take my future-husky-to-be to work! *wow* That was very confusing to me! I told her that in that case I need to choose between work or dog, as I can never let my Husky-future-to-be alone at home. She didn't realize that it was that serious, so she asked for more time to talk this thing through with her supervisor... Dang! It's not going to be easy, this one!
But despite these catalysts, each time I think about my husky-to-be, I get happy... And it fills my heart with love, and light. Who knows, maybe my Baggio is out there somewhere, stuck in a huskian body, looking for me too?
Interesting sync happened last night too. My mom called me about a tragedy that has happened in our family. She was crying and was very confused, not knowing what to do next etc. I spent a lot of time talking to her at different times, bringing her into the state of calmness, and also telling her one thing over and over again: "We have to take one step at a time right now. And right now this is what needs to be done - xyz. So, I will do this. And you have to do that. When that is done, we will see what happens next. But for now, there is no point of wondering about gazillions different things." And my mom seemed to listen to me and agree (she never does it in normal situations). But then, when I came to work with my mind already scattered around all over the world due to this family tradegy and future-dog issues, and then my boss dropped that bomb that it might turn out that I can't take my future-to-be-husky at work, my mind collapsed too. I should follow my own advice right now, and that is to take one step at a time, which is to wait for the final decision from my bosses, but I just... can't think what will happen if they say no... I so love my job and don't want to go anywhere else. But on the other hand, if they say no, then I really need to choose between my work or a dog... Jesus Christ! And when I have these thoughts, my logical mind hits the breaks and tells me to take one step at a time. Have patience. Wait. See what they say before the catastrophy explodes in my mind... But it is still all so difficult to not to think about, and just "shake it off" until...
Jade, sorry for "hijacking" your thread!
*end rant*goes back to third density space/time*
But despite these catalysts, each time I think about my husky-to-be, I get happy... And it fills my heart with love, and light. Who knows, maybe my Baggio is out there somewhere, stuck in a huskian body, looking for me too?
Interesting sync happened last night too. My mom called me about a tragedy that has happened in our family. She was crying and was very confused, not knowing what to do next etc. I spent a lot of time talking to her at different times, bringing her into the state of calmness, and also telling her one thing over and over again: "We have to take one step at a time right now. And right now this is what needs to be done - xyz. So, I will do this. And you have to do that. When that is done, we will see what happens next. But for now, there is no point of wondering about gazillions different things." And my mom seemed to listen to me and agree (she never does it in normal situations). But then, when I came to work with my mind already scattered around all over the world due to this family tradegy and future-dog issues, and then my boss dropped that bomb that it might turn out that I can't take my future-to-be-husky at work, my mind collapsed too. I should follow my own advice right now, and that is to take one step at a time, which is to wait for the final decision from my bosses, but I just... can't think what will happen if they say no... I so love my job and don't want to go anywhere else. But on the other hand, if they say no, then I really need to choose between my work or a dog... Jesus Christ! And when I have these thoughts, my logical mind hits the breaks and tells me to take one step at a time. Have patience. Wait. See what they say before the catastrophy explodes in my mind... But it is still all so difficult to not to think about, and just "shake it off" until...
Jade, sorry for "hijacking" your thread!
*end rant*goes back to third density space/time*