02-04-2016, 11:13 AM
The yellow ray, being representative of our physical body, is our link to our other body complexes through previous lifetimes, which is why it would involve past life traumas.
How we feel about others is indicative of how we feel about ourselves.
This too. No one is disappointed in you, but you. But since our yellow ray is linked to our identity, esp in group/social settings, and our past lives, you must have strong residual disappointment in yourself from something you did/didn't do over previous lifetimes. This would also be reflective of why you feel like you're disappointing all the 'higher beings' (the only way you disappoint them is by projecting disappointment upon them - and then, if anything, they are only disappointed in themselves for failing you so badly).
There is no reason to feel bad, or guilty, or like a failure. But even those feelings, if grasped and utilized in their most creative fashion, can help pull you to a more accepting state. Even if it took lifetimes and lifetimes of self-pity, it's possible, with the tools you have in this lifetime, to turn it around and choose to accept and love yourself, and forgive yourself. You can do it in the moment.
This means you must also love your self, and your other incarnational selves. You must give them the acceptance that you give others.
At the end of your post, you mention fear. If you have fear, it's best to start at the red-ray before you can successfully unblock the yellow ray. What are you really afraid of?
Quote:I generally see others as sources of difficulty and prefer to avoid them
How we feel about others is indicative of how we feel about ourselves.
Quote: Because of this, I frequently feel that God, my guides, etc. are disappointed in me, and feel bad about it;
This too. No one is disappointed in you, but you. But since our yellow ray is linked to our identity, esp in group/social settings, and our past lives, you must have strong residual disappointment in yourself from something you did/didn't do over previous lifetimes. This would also be reflective of why you feel like you're disappointing all the 'higher beings' (the only way you disappoint them is by projecting disappointment upon them - and then, if anything, they are only disappointed in themselves for failing you so badly).
There is no reason to feel bad, or guilty, or like a failure. But even those feelings, if grasped and utilized in their most creative fashion, can help pull you to a more accepting state. Even if it took lifetimes and lifetimes of self-pity, it's possible, with the tools you have in this lifetime, to turn it around and choose to accept and love yourself, and forgive yourself. You can do it in the moment.
Quote:102.11 Questioner: Now, is there— the two areas then that the instrument can look to for curing this problem… I understand that the yellow-ray blockage problem has completely repaired, shall I say. If this is not correct, could you make suggestions on that, please?
Ra: I am Ra. Each entity must, in order to completely unblock yellow ray, love all which are in relationship to it, with hope only of the other-selves’ joy, peace, and comfort.
This means you must also love your self, and your other incarnational selves. You must give them the acceptance that you give others.
At the end of your post, you mention fear. If you have fear, it's best to start at the red-ray before you can successfully unblock the yellow ray. What are you really afraid of?
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