Boundaries

[Night Owl]

So it really comes down to recognizing your own worth, that your desires are the key, and that you cannot use the illusion to reflect your desire until you stop using the illusion to reflect what you don't desire.  The resentment comes not from choosing to serve, but [b]being stuck in a mode of thinking that says you don't have a choice

That's actually really hard to do. I actually never succeeded at that. This illusionary reality only reflect to me what I don't desire no matter what I do. No matter what worth I give myself, no matter how much I take responsability and power over myself and my life it just goes on and on and on and on and on. Makes me wonder if I actually have such a thing as a desire.