02-13-2016, 04:40 AM
(02-12-2016, 05:59 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: "Choice is Paradox"
"Ra and Lucifer are One"
These aren't negative concepts.
the idea of choice is a paradox, since the higher self already contains all choices and therefore all choices could be considered to be predetermined and yet we have free will to choose as we please.
Lucifer means morning star, another name for Venus, the world Ra calls their original home. The whole idea of Lucifer as evil seems to boil down to a translation of Isaiah 14:12 "How you have fallen from heaven, morning star, son of the dawn! You have been cast down to the earth, you who once laid low the nations!" This is in reference to the King of Babylon who held the Jews as slaves. At some point this seems to have been associated with the idea of Satan the adversary, likely during the middle ages.
I don't think you've done anything wrong Gem. We all have our periods of darkness, but they don't define you as a person. I can tell you have a lot of love and positivity in you.